We went back to pick Lydia up where we found her crying like crazy. I called out to Lydia before she saw me, and in that same second, she heard me and she stopped crying.
It all may sound cheesy, but it made me choke up, this was the first time she expressed to me that I wasn't just an ordinary person who hangs out with her a lot. It was in that moment that I felt the spirit showing me the sweet blessing it is in being a mother. Silly to you, maybe, but it felt awesome. I can't believe she is already 3 months.